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i asked him if he still love me or not . then , he said he is . and then i started to cry . i cried not because im sad or what . but im happy . im happy that he is still loving me as i am to him . i love him so much . and i am not over him yet . and i dont want to be . if our ********* stop us to be together . then , let my feelings love him . maybe we're not together now , but my heart is still belong to him . and no one will replace him in my heart . because , deeply inside i know that me and him still in love for each other . and i am hoping that someday he will open his heart to ~ (let it be our secret.and only certain people knows it) . dear god , please let he be an ***** person . open his heart that ***** is true . amin ~