ehe ~

new guy ? himm ? woohoo ! i hope so :) i am waiting for him ;p

adehh .

lose contact ? andy ? hurmm . biar lh . ehe ~ aslkn aku bahagia ~ hahaha :)

TEKANAN aku buz !

alallaaa ~ ne bru lh kes . cm cta drama pn ada jua . alalalallalalalalalalalalaaa ~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11 tekanan aku buz ! TEKANAANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! cm aku mw mti ja ne oh skrg . astaga !!!!!!!!! arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! npa bh ne t'jd sma aku ? astagaaaaaaaaaa !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! kindet tul tw !!! pukidaiz tul !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AKU TEKANANNN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TEKANANNYA AKU !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ASTAGAA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! KINDETNYA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TIDAKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

mti lh buz

gla2 . aku bh yg jd mngsa ! alamak ~ ne lh ne kn mnusia zaman skrg ne . haha . mti lh aku . nda lh aku tw pa mw bwt . haha . tp tulunk lh ah . mti lh mmber . adehh ~ cm mw mti ja akune d cni . alalaa ~ rsa b'salah pn aku ada ne skrg . tp jujur lh aku ckp , aku mw jd mmber ja ahh . psl dea best bh , lawak . thu lh yg best b'mmber sma dea thu . psl dea mmg LAWAK thp2 dewa lh . heiyerr ~ mti lh ne buz lau lma2 gni ne . alamak ~ hahahaha . hurmm . hri ne aku nda p skul . psl aku malas yg t'amat sngt . hahaha . mw cuti jua on sua . mw jua aku cuti trs suk kn ? psl hri jumaat kme cuti sua pn . haha . tp nda bgs bh . haha . aku ne kn bdk baik . pelajar cemerlang bh aku ne . pa leh bwt lh kn . haha . nsib2 ja aku ne jnis org yg baik . lau nda , adehh . hahhah . hurmm . alala ~ mw jua bh dea maC aku ikut scout . haha . lwk ehh . maka dlu hina2 org . cm pa ja sna . kin pns jua lh . alasan dea , mw test2 ksbaran kunu . adehh . hurmm . nth lh . tgk lh nnt lau aku mw ikut or nda . hahhahhahaha ;p

kenapa ?

hurmm . td dea ada call aku . mla2 dea sms bh thu . gna num bru . jd aku nda tw lh spa thu kn . dea ckp gni , "hi . kw mrh sy kh ?" then aku bls , "spa ne ?" . trs nth pa dea tls thu . aku nda phm mksd dea . then dea call . trs first2 thu , aku nda cm bh suara dea . dea ckp lh kunu , mti lh lma tul nda b'call smpi kw lpa suara aku . trs bru aku cam yg itu thu c andy . trs aku lek ja lh b'cta ngn dea . trs cm taek2 lh dea sna . dea pkir aku sma thu org yg dea ckp thu kunu . bongok . maka trg2 bh dea ngn c anu . kili . aku pn natau lh dea thu . hhahaa . tp dea mmg gitu lh , jd aku nda amik ksah sngt . kuat jeles lh katakn . ehe ~ tp thu lh . tym dea call thu kn , aku lngsng nda rsa pa2 ne bh . yg cm kwn2 ja thu . yg besa2 jaa . nth lh . kli aku tul2 lh thu nda sua ska dea . lau dlu dea call , weyynnaa . cm mw mnangis ja aku rsa . hahaha . hurmmm . bh k lh . pnt sua aku mw mnaip . bh . dadaa ~ :)

blur aku =.=

hurmmm . biar lh . nda sua aku pdli . npa lh . nda jua aku ksah . aishh ~ sua lh .

lalalaa ~

hurmm . boring oh . gla ehh . hahaa . td aku ngaji sprti besa . yaa , itu mmg rutin aku tym hri ahad . aku kn bdk BAIK . hahaa . tp aku nda bca . psl aku uzur kn . ehe ~ mklum lh ~ lumrah seorang prmpuan :) aku p sna kunu2 mw amik khdiran lh kunu . maka keboringan bh d rmh . hahaha . kme cta2 lh cm besa . cm budu2 bwt bising , smpi kna mrh . haha . then lps thu , kme plg . n nda sua kuar2 . oh yaa . aku sua potong rambut aku . hehe . n leh2 c mira ckp cm tda beza . bg aku ada lh jua ckit . dea bg layer1 n ada pndek ckit . tp bg aku smart lh . n , lau ikat dea nmpk cm rata tp sbnrnya nda . ehe ~ tp nnt aku mw ptong lae ne blk . psl kn aku mw rebonding lae blk . nnt lau t'lmpu pnjg rmbut aku cm hntu sasat ja aku krg . mls aku . haha ~ hurmm . cpt lh jam 5 . kme 1 family mw p beach bh be . woohoo ! lma sua aku nda p beach . n aku t'ingin tul mw mamam satay n mnum air kelapa . aishhh . lmanya sua . hahaha . aku hrp2 kme 3 ja lh ah . yg 1 thu , nda pyh ikt . haha . krg ajar bh aku ne . hahaa . tda bh . aku men2 jaa . lau mw ikt , ikt lh . lau nda , nda . tp lau sua ikt thu , jan lh cm taek2 sna . kin mnyampah jaa . ehe ~ aku ne jaat bh . yala2 . jd baik lh aku ne . hurmm ~ sorry . tul2 ne . ermm ermm ermm . pa lae ahh . ermmm ~ tda lh kli . oky lh , dadaa ~ :)

p/s : if you're reading this , sorry ahh kpd org yg BERKENAAN . ehe ~ hope you will forgive me . cause im only JOKING ?

i hate it when SOMEONE said that .

pfft !

best best best and BEST !!

ui gla . pny men best thu shrek yg 3D pny . gla ~ hahaa . (kebaruan ne bh) . hahahaa . best budu . gla ehh . hahaa . ee . tp aku suka ada thu abg popcorn thu d suria lh . ehe ~ cute . suka aku . tp kin pns lh . krg asm tul . hahaha . tp cute , cute , cute ! jd aku nda kisah lh . hahahaa . k lh . nda tw sua pa mw ckp . dadaa ~ :)

p/s : I AM SO OVER HIM ! ;D

damn ! boring oh ~

boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring

washetame ahh ~

hurmm . tekanan aku buz .

tekanan aku . haha . sua lh . mls aku mw pkir . ahhaa . oh yaa . plan aku m'jdi ! hehe . n skrg aku rsa , aku ~ nda sua suka dea . woohoo ! best kn ne lgu ? tenang ne bh aku rsa . wlupn sedih lh . tp best ! kn kn kn ? ehe ~ :)

i can try next time :)

hurmm . plan aku ne hri nda mnjdi . psl blk2 dea srh aku call dea . jd aku call ja lh . ehe ~ nda pa , nda pa . aku leh try next time kn ? ehe ~ anu . bulan 6 ne , dea mw PINDAH sua p SARAWAK . hurmm . n dea ckp d sna tmpt dea jarang ada LINE . adehh ~ jd susah lh aku mw contact dea . dea ckp , dea TIDAK sua p cni blk . thu pn lau dea mw lwt2 jaa . hurmm ~ aku mmg sdih jua lh . tp pa leh bwt . dea kn org sarawak . msti lh bh dea mw p sna blk kn ? n aku ckp sma dea . jan lupa aku . thu ja lh . hurmm . n aku srh dea smpn spu tgn aku sma gmbr aku bgs2 . hurmm
. aku hrs tenang ja lh bh kn ? sua tkdir . pa leh bwt . redha ja lh bh kn ?

TUKAR TOPIK

oky . skrg hujan lebat . jd aku mw out lh dlu ahh . ehe ~ nnt tkut kilat , phm2 ja lh ahh . dadaa ~ :)

it is a GOOD TRY :)

hurmm . smlm anu bh thu . aku try nda mw call dea . 1 hri thu aku nda mw . tp lau dea please call me back , aku call lh dea . psl aku tw kn , dea thu slalu tda kedit . jd msti ada sumtink dea mw ckp kh , pa kh . nnt len2 plak dea pkir . nnt dea pkir aku nemau lae ckp sma dea kn ? aku sngaja bh bwt gni . mw tgk lau aku dpt kh nda , TIDAK CALL dea 1 hri thu . lau dpt , jd nnt len2 hri aku oky jua lh . trs , tym ptg thu , aku d tnds cp . fon aku sma kakak aku . then , ada org call aku . n aku rsa thu dea . kn aku nda jwb , aku d tnds . trs dea bg please call me back 3 kli . tp tym thu aku tda kedit . n mls aku mw p reload sma p public . aku ada tggl brapa sen ja tym thu . jd aku sms lh dea . aku kestau nnt lh aku call dea . n trs trg lh kn , aku happy ne tym dea srh aku call thu . aku happy sngt . aku pkir kli aku nda call dea kn 1 hri thu . jd dea mw b'ckp lh sma aku . ehe ~ tp , rpanya pa yg aku pkirkn SALAH SAMA SEKALI . anu . tym aku sua plg thu , aku call lh dea gna public .

aku : andy . npa ?
dea : anu . c johari maC gna kh num dea ?
aku : maC . npa ?
dea : ada org cri psl ne sma aku tym aku call c johari . org len yg jwb .
( aku kecewa sua tym ne )
aku : ohh . kw call dea d num dea yg celcom kh ?
dea : yaa . krg asm tul oh thu org .
aku : ohh . pa dea ckp sma kw ?
dea : tda lh . dea ckp gni . pa kw call2 aku ? cri psl kh ne ?
aku : ohh . aku pn nda tw lh .
dea : nth . geram tul aku .
aku : bh . nnt aku tny c johari lh . aku kestau ja nnt .
dea : oky . kw kestau ja aku nnt ahh .
aku : ya2 . ( ngn nada kecewa) andy . kw srh aku call psl ne ja kh ?
dea : yaa . aku mw tny kw c johari tkar num sua kh , thu ja .
aku : ( ngn nada kecewa ) thu ja ?
dea : yaa . npa ?
aku : ohh . tda lh . bh k lh . bye ~
( aku trs ltk fon . lae pn duit syiling mw abis sua . haha ~ )

trs . cm aku nda puas hti bh . jd aku call lae blk c andy . aku mw tny dea sumtink . yg msti aku tw . aku tul2 mw tw . tp aku nda kisah lh jua . n wlupn aku kecewa td , aku try control prasaan aku . lae pn , aku kn try mw kaC lps dea . trs aku call lh dea gna fon mama aku .

aku : hello andy . ermm . kw oky kh ne sma aku ?
dea : oky . npa ?
aku : tul2 ne ? ada aku mw tny ne .
dea : ya bh . pa ?
aku : kw maC ada feeling kh sma aku ?
dea : ada lh bh .
aku : ermm . ckit kh , sdrhana kh , byk kh ? jujur ja sma aku . aku mw tw tul2 ne .
dea : byk lh bh .
aku : astagaa ~ anu . ckp ja bh . jujur ja sma aku . jwpn kw yg sjujur2nya .
dea : yaa . byk . aku mmg jujur ne sma kw . aku maC lae syg kw .
aku : tul2 bh ? sumpah bilang ~
dea : yaa . sumpah demi nama tuhan .
aku : ohh .
dea : npa ? kw ada bf len sua thu lh kw tny gni ?
aku : nda . tda . sumpah , tda .
dea : ( cm suara dea len2 lh ) oh bh. k lh . bye ~

trs dea ltk . aku nda dpt pn mw ckp pa2 . kmo rsa dea mrh kh thu ah ? haihh . rsa b'slh plak aku . aku cma mw tw ja bh thu . lau nda sua , sng lh bh aku mw kaC lps dea . nda kn kw mw b'tepuk sblh tgn ? lau lh dea sua ada gf len , nda kw sengsara thu . aku nda mw gitu . hurmm ~ trs ada lh jua aku sms dea . aku mnta maaf sma dea lau aku kaC skit hti dea aku tny gitu . hurmm ~

jd ne hri . aku try lae nda mw call dea . n smlm thu , oky jua lh . aku mw try lae ne . hurmm ~ wish me luck :)

let i go babe :)

hurmm . maybe its hard for me to let it go , but its the best way to do it . yeahh . i have to . yeahh . i still love you . but , if we're belong to be together , then maybe we gonna make it true like we wished to . but if not , then its okay . hurmm ~ it gonna take some time , but i will . and remember this , i will let you go . but , i will not forget what we used to be . goodbye , andy =')

. . .

should i ?

CONFUSE !

but i do love him .
yeahh , but im afraid . afraid that he will ~
naaa . forget about it . maybe i have to . but not now . because im not ready yet . its too early and i still love him . but , i will try . but , i dont want to . but ~ if he blablabla so how about me ? hurmm . its okay then . i will try . SOON , LATER or NEVER ? nda lh aku tw .

eeee !!!

kin pnsnya org thu tdi ! kin skit hti jaa ! dea pkir dea bwt gitu aku oky lh ?! oh noo ! you're wrong , mister ! it makes me hate you even more ! hahaa ~ yeahh . i know you already apologise to me . and i will gonna take some time to forgive you for what you have done to me . okay ?! goshh ! aku mmg mw oky2 sua sma kw . skalinyaa , AMBIK KAU ! alamakk ~~ tmbh kin pns jo ! skitnya hti aku ! its IRRITATING !!! arghhhhhh !! huhhh ~ oky . cool ainis . calm down . huhh ~ oky fine . if you say sorry to me again , i will forgive you . BUT DONT MAKE THE SAME THING AGAIN . okay ? it is soo ANNOYING ! huhhhh ~!!

iloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyou

i just wanna say it out loud .

dear ,
andy kennedy billy ♥

I STILL LOVE YOU AND IT WILL NEVER CHANGED !
i miss you , like a lot !!

he is =') but ~ you know what it is .

hurmm ~

I hate when I get that feeling when I know I’m about to cry. When I feel the tears well up, and my face gets flushed. But I hate it even more when I have to hold it in, because someone walks in, or catches me. Because I don’t want to have to explain myself. I don’t want to hear the ‘Are you okay?’s and the ‘What happened?’s. Because I know that what I’m feeling, is something you may THINK you understand.. but really, you don’t understand it at all.

='(

i asked him if he still love me or not . then , he said he is . and then i started to cry . i cried not because im sad or what . but im happy . im happy that he is still loving me as i am to him . i love him so much . and i am not over him yet . and i dont want to be . if our ********* stop us to be together . then , let my feelings love him . maybe we're not together now , but my heart is still belong to him . and no one will replace him in my heart . because , deeply inside i know that me and him still in love for each other . and i am hoping that someday he will open his heart to ~ (let it be our secret.and only certain people knows it) . dear god , please let he be an ***** person . open his heart that ***** is true . amin ~

its true .

Guys, you must know that if a girl loved you then, chances are she still loves you heaps now. She’s probably crying herself to sleep every night over you while trying her hardest to keep on a happy face during the day. Most likely, she still thinks about you all the time, everyday. She probably still sits there imagining her future with you in it, then thinks back to the past and shatters. Whenever something happens to her, good or bad, she’s most likely thinking of you and wishing that she could tell you all about it. Whenever she hears a song on the radio she’ll think of you, not only because the song reminds her of you but also how much of her broken life right now can relate to the song. Whenever she watches a romantic movie or sees a cute couple, hand in hand, she starts to die a little more inside knowing that what used to be is now just a memory. Whenever she thinks of you, she smiles, yet at the same time, she is suffering. Although she may not show it, she is suffering a great deal of pain. She’s suffering from remembering those happy moments that she’ll always remember but it seemed that you’ve already forgotten. She’s afraid that you might forget her along the way as well. On the outside, she may seem like all smiles and laughter, but what is behind the mask is someone who knows really well how to hide themselves. You have no idea just how much pain she is suffering. She still hurts, because the memories of you and her are not only too hard to forget, she also doesn’t want to forget, though sometimes she tries to forget, everything just somehow reminds her of you all over again. She re-reads your old texts and convos because she misses you and what used to be. she misses your hugs, she misses your smiles. She misses you entirely. She loves you. She fell for you, and you just watched her fall. Seriously, if you didn’t intend to catch her, then don’t lead her on, don’t get her hopes up, cause the harder harder she falls for you, the more pain she’ll end up having to go through afterwards. Don’t tell her you love her if you don’t mean it, chances are, she might do something crazy like believe it. For the guys reading this, know that no matter how strong a girl may look on the outside, we all go through some sort of pain on the inside when you leave us. And for the girls reading this, there must’ve been one boy in particular that was on your mind the whole entire time.

its 3 months and 12 days

it will gonna be my sweetest memories ever ! and i just want you to know i still love you and always . im sorry .

maybe i am smiling outside , but inside ~

all i can say , congratulations ~

why you always like this ? i cant stand it . dont just say , but prove it . okay ? first , you'll hurt me . but i think you know that i hurt , but you just said it . then , if i'll get mad , then bru cm taek2 sna . sweet2 talk kunu sna . please ~ dont make me hate you . i love you . yes , i really love you . but please , understand me . i know what you've been through . and i know everything about your past . but i dont care and i understand you . but can you do that for me ? please ? prove to me if it is true .

sandi ehh

kili2 . tba2 ngencang sndiri . palui ne bh . dui . yg tda2 ne bh dea p mrh . tda pn aku mlwn dea atau pa . palui . sua lh ngencang sndiri . pastu yg tda2 pn dea kaC msk . pny lh palui . astagaaaaaaa ~!!! tenang ja lh aku dgr dea mrh2 sna . trs trip2 kunu hantak2 brg sna . cm bdk jaa . hahaa . cian plak aku . lwk eh . aku nda mw bh krg ajr sma kw . tp cra kw thu bh . yg tba2 ngencang sndiri . adehh . spa thn ohh ? alamak ~ sua lh . mls sua aku . biar lh thu . kli mmg sua gya dea kli cm thu . ada sowt2 ckit . adehh . tgk . t'krg ajr lae aku . k lh . sorry ja lh ahh ~ hurmm .

p/s : mw GILA sua aku d rmh .

my MR BALD ♥

haha . sandi kn surie ?

adehh ~

gla oh . mmg kin tkt lh . adedehh . cm mw mti ja aku . pny men aku panik smlm . nda dapt tdur bh trs . alalaa ~ first tym aku buz . hahaa . tp wlupapun , aku ttp HAPPY . mw tw psl pa ? hehe . its a secret ! MY BIGGEST SECRET EVER ! only certain people know about it . hahaa ~ giler² :)